An open letter to my mom

You went away early this morning. You said you were too tense to even linger at home and wait for the results. I know you have been too nervous during this past days and weeks in anticipation of this fateful day. You talked to me before leaving, asking me if I would still love you even if you fail the exam. I hope you understood my reassurance because I would never judge you and will continue to love you no matter what. I gave you doggy kisses because I was trying to ease your anxiety. I did not know if that helped; a dog could only do so much.

Of course, you always told me that I played a very big role during the past year. During the times when your nerves would get the best of you and the day would be a horrible one, I was there to comfort you. When you need a hug, I would stay still so that you can give me a tight one. I would try to absorb all the negative feelings and send good vibes. There were times when you cried because you felt overwhelmed by the gargantuan task that you have to face, I would faithfully go to you and lick your tears away. You always laughed at that but, at the same time, would be reminded that whatever outcome this challenge will bring, you have a friend who would stand by you.

Today, I patiently waited for you to come back while other members of the human family were hovering over the computer and the television, waiting for the news, any news. They were designated to tell you about the outcome- good or bad.

Finally, at around 8:30 p.m., they were informed that the list was already out. They hurriedly checked the site to find your name. They were nervous, yet excited, to know about the results of the exam. At last, they saw your name; the room was filled with cheers and laughter. One immediately got the phone and dialed your number to inform you that you are finally a lawyer. It was hard to hear everything that they were saying amid the shouting, the cheerful banter and the tears.

After four tedious years in law school, months of studying for the exam and waiting for the result, it is now over. Your life, on limbo for the past months, can now continue. Congratulations mommy!!! You dreamt of this day years ago. After a lot of hard work and perseverance, your dreams finally came true.

Love,
Charlie